my brother is a sickening piece of shit. its always him who gets me into trouble.[when i done nth wrong] my parents are freaking bias please. there was once last week when my
mad and insane brother had a releapse and
almost killed me. you might think its a joke, but well, its NOT. i almost died on a crazy brother hands. he
strangled me. he
punched me. he
kicked me. whats more. he shouted fuck to me and my mother. he scolded my sister a fucker.he thinks he is so great. this is how he shows his respects to his ELDER siblings. how can all these happen and my parents dont even give a damn.[about me and ny sis] none asked if we were alright. all they cared was only their BABY BOY. [he is alr 14,yet so immature.] he said he was stressed up over alot of matters. he thinks he is the only one getting all these stress. i believe my sister and i are more stressed than he should be. since he had everything he wanted. a shared computer became his. he have LOADS of money. gets all the attention from my parents. i dont get money from my parents other than a daily allowance of 5. my handphone bills are not paid by them. i had alot of phones but none were paid by my parents.i dont get money from them to buy my clothes. i dont get to use the computer since he is always using it till late. i et all these from my godparents alright. my parents cant even beat someone who is not even blood-related to me. since i get all these 'attention' from them, why should i be so ncie to them. its wasting my effort and time. now because my brother complained that the com is lag cos of what i downloaded, i get scoldings from my parents again. they complained that i downloaded too many stuffs.and i am not even allowed to use the computer! then why not ask my brother to STOP ALL THESE CRAZY COMPUTER GAMES and to prevent him from turning into a computer nerd.my parents loved him so much they decided to let him use the computer DAY AND NIGHT. even weekends i cant even use. i will be asked to use my sis's laptop. WHY SHLD I GIVE IN.THEY THINK I AM SCARED. I AM NOT! COS I STILL CHOSE TO USE THIS COMPUTER. WHAT CAN THEY DO. throw me out? throw! i would be grateful to them because i never thought of continuing my life in this bloody place. i hope his eyes get blinded ,go deaf and esp DUMB one day so he wouldnt bother me that much. i prefer it this way then he being dead. i want him to suffer! he is such a paining sight. loser.
